the unsettled self series
1 - the unsettled self: introduction
the story behind my return to painting
in october (2025), i started painting again after a 7 year hiatus — but something was off…like being in a state of mind you don’t fully understand, but you feel invincible. have you experienced a moment like that?
on creativity, discipline, and wellbeing
...we lose something as we get older. not creativity itself…but permission. every child is creative, so what happens? somewhere along the way, we start asking if we’re good enough, and if the answer isn’t obvious…we stop...
on identity, confidence, discipline, and returning to yourself
...i think identity is the core to how we move through the world. it shapes what we think we deserve, what we attempt, what we tolerate, and what we believe is possible. for years, my identity had become wrapped up in illness, and because i no longer felt like myself...
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